The Olive & The Fig

you have to let me vent out the first discovery i came across this weekend. in fact, it’s not that new, it’s been brewing inside me for ages waiting to be discovered. it’s a piece of new vocab and the word is crazypossessive. yes, my new word.

aarrghghhghghgh!!! crazypossessive! crazypossessive! crazypossessive!!!! aaarrghghhghghghghghghgh!!!! it’s killing me… really killing meeee!!!

crazypossessive! crazypossessive! crazypossessive!!!!

ok, feel better.

now for my second discovery. the NICE  discovery.

it was something i thought i couldn’t and wouldn’t be able to do. but all of a sudden, things turned miraculously pleasant. i’m so happy now i’m smiling after that crazypossessive outburst. *sigh* … i’m even sighing.

couple of months ago i was struggling in vain. it was like pushing a piece of string uphill. it was horrible. it was upsetting, and i was so desperate to succeed.

and now, it’s really materialising. it’s not 100% what i hoped for but - it really couldn’t be better.

it feels sort of a relief, but at the same time i feel a little confused and nervous and in a strange way intimidated. and i should be intimidated by God anyway, so i don’t know why i said that.

but really, the benefits outweigh all the qualms by sacks of precious stones. i’m grateful. Alhamdulillah.

good for me, good for tasneem.

AND most importantly, it’s THE (one and only) antidote for crazy-possessive (aaarrghghhg!!).

salaam all, there is antidote for each and every poison.

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